Saturday, 14 September 2013

Covering Outward Beauty To Reveal Inner Beauty

Our daily, routine activities can sometimes make us blind to the beauty of our environment and life itself. This is what I have recently discovered in the company of a ghost!

After a long, hectic day’s work, I decided to have a cup of coffee at a nearby café before going home. No sooner had I sat by a window when it started to rain. Looking at the green hills that extended to the horizon was a magnificent view from a fourth floor window.

As I enjoyed my hot coffee, listening to the symphony of the rain, I looked far at the horizon admiring a white cloud clearly made visible by a dark, grayish backdrop of a distant rain. A song I had never listened to for many years popped into my mind; a clear imagery of what I was seeing. It is by the late Abdalle Sagsag and the melodious voice of the legendary Faisal Mushteeg felt soothing the mind.  

Out of the blue, a tall, slim, beautiful lady appeared and brought me back from those distant memories with her asking if the seat next to mine was taken!

She sat just my opposite. Smiling, she introduced herself as Asli.Ha igu ciyaarin!”“Are you kidding?” I exclaimed. This is so because she was carrying an Oud and wore a headscarf, two things a conservative like me always finds incompatible. Asli told me she was a pediatrician and had also a degree in Fine Arts and that she sometimes worked as a fashion designer, something which exacerbated my confusion!

Looking out of the window, she asked me if I could see anything special outside. I told her what I had just experienced. “That is great” she remarked, adding “you are not blind to the natural beauty, these days people are not always that observant” my reply was just a sincere smile. Stirring her coffee, Asli once again said “Imagine the sun was shining as it rained what you would have seen”

I had nothing to say. She picked her Oud and told me to let her know if I remembered anything as she played.  Admiring her expert command of the Oud, I could not control myself and involuntarily sang “…. Waxa aad udhigantaa dhibicdiyo cadceedoo isku soo dhawaadee…….” A song written by the great poet Haji Gujis and  performed by the legendary Giriig, which roughly translates to “….You are like a clear drops of water falling from the sky as the sun shines….to me you are like a pure diamond from heaven”
She then told me that no matter how much we tried to despise music and poetry or the art in general, our souls will involuntarily fall for it. “God is good and He loves what is good” that is what our holy Prophet Muhammed taught us she added. I asked her why she was covered and hid her beauty like an oppressed women yet she was a highly educated professional. With a stern smile she told me that she was disappointed in me to think like that.

“I thought you were a Muslim! Why do you talk naively like those who don’t know what Islam is?” she gently asked, Asli continued to  talk to me and explained contrary to the perception that every highly educated Muslim woman loses her identity and acts like a Western, majority of the Muslim women are not.
“It is one thing to live in a modern world and another to be a Muslim” she continued, telling me that Islam has never oppressed women but rather came to their rescue. It is Islam that liberated women and guaranteed their rights of inheritance, economic freedom, intellectual freedom and freedom of choice a millennium ago. “Those trying to educate us on our rights were in caves by then” she angrily replied again, “why is it that you, our Muslim men, can’t differentiate patriarchal cultures and Islam?” she added.

Noticing how cornered and uneasy I felt, she stopped and again played her Oud this time herself singing one of my favorite songs Ma Jinbaa, Ma Jaanbaa by Maandeeq, after which she turned to me and said “ this is my personal choice, it is how I express my submission to my lord; Allah”  she continued to tell me that Quran does not coerce people to follow it, but rather being the source of  freedom it only gives people the choice of either being God conscious and follow his way or to reject and face the judgment in the hereafter.  My motto in this life is, she said, “Covering outward timely beauty to reveal the everlasting inner beauty”.  This had really touched me and sent me into deep thoughts. I was in awe of her beautiful figure and artistic expressions of her talk. I realized how we can sometimes descend so low to only consider the opposite sex as an object of lust. A lower animals’ behavior that can make us blind to the real beauty of human beings and its essence that is to respect and cherish human values and variety of cultures in order to appreciate and deeply meditate to understand the hidden divine secrets in God’s creation.

 I tried to talk to her and called her name loudly, Asli. A waitress collecting the empty cup before me replied “Ndio, hii ni kahawa Asili”. Meaning “Yes, this is of genuine quality coffee”.
That woke me up from my day dream and sent away my guest, Asli the ghost, who had me appreciate the beauty of God’s creation including her.
What a day! What a ghost!



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